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hey...hows things going?

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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" ~Hot Hot Heat

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You'll never understand how much watching other peoples pain gets me off, hearing their screams and knowing that I have the power of a God

you have nice gallery here

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"Thoughts of death inside, tear me apart from the core of my soul"-opeth-
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Thanks a lot for the comments on two of my poems. I really really appreciate you taking time to read and comment

heh. I dont even have the time, with work and all. I dont like it, the whole idea just annoys me. No offense, I just dont socialize that much, especially in a dark room sitting on the computer, just like I am right now. dammit. But still, maybe I will later.

get damn AIM so i can talk to you online... mhmm... heh... you really should Andy... c'mon!

Thank you for the comment ^_^

Thanks.It was actually their words that I dont deserve to live with them. But still, I think it will be awile till i move somewhere else. I dont think you're arrogant, your sincere. Its very nice of you. My therapist helps me alot, but I still really need to work on my outlook. The problem with my parents is that its been like this for years. They dont know me at all, again their words, and they find me very hard to talk with. But thanks for all the support. It really does help.

I'm fine thanks...

There's nothing I can say that'll do anything. Im sure you know as much as I do, that this is a battle with yourself. But dont feel its something you have to do completley alone. I know this sounds like bullshit...it probably is...and damn I sound arrogant. But just know that there are people out there who care, who will help you, if you want to be helped. I really really hope your parents dont do something like kick you out. Dont feel you "dont deserve to live with them". You do. They're your parents, and your their son and they love you, even though mayeb the relationship between you is under a lot of pressure at the moment.

Be strong. Easier said than done. But I dont know what else to say.

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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" ~Hot Hot Heat

Eh. so shitty- getting pushed onto the streets. I need to pull whats left of my life together. Im rotting alive. How are you doing? heh.

Hey... just dropping by again....hows everything going?

~ fi ~

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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" ~Hot Hot Heat

thank you very much for your nice comments darling

it´s appreciated

miss m.

welcome to DA.......i'm a bit late lol

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"Never eat anything you find in a mirror." -Tom Robbins

Thanks for the comment
~Ryan

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Thanks- I think it will get kinda better- Iv stopped doing work and stuff around the house, and now I am just paying my parents to live in the house- Im pretty much just a room mate. Maybe it will get better. Thank you for your concern- I dont mean to get you mentally involved...

Shit....this does not sound good Im sorry to hear all this is happening to you. And I know theres nothing I can say or do to make you feel any better. Even what I'm writing now sounds cliched and insincere...but it isn't. Just know there'll be better times. Without doubt.



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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" ~Hot Hot Heat

Shit- my parents tried to put me in the 'hospital' the other day... they would have if it didn't need my concent to legally do. They saw my arms, and theyr pissed at me. they yelled lots, an d screamed... back to shit again.

OOooh Glad to hear that things are a bit better at the moment

And youve reached 100 views...

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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" ~Hot Hot Heat

Good! actually. Been pretty laid back- not much of a cutter anymore. *smiley face*- dont know how to do those...
anyway, happy 19th. hope you start feeling better- see ya.

just thought i'd drop by...how you feeling ?

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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" ~Hot Hot Heat

Thanks! ya, I agree with the false praise- I see far too much of it. I 'Shouted' earlier, so maybe I will get some people. Thanks for the link- i think I understand it, and i bet it will help. Im glad you like my stuff- I will keep posting, and I hope you dont think Im a freak for the stuff like " Holes". Sometimes I just lose it. I have the same problems with stories- I have written them, but after I cover the main idea behind the story, the whole thing just falls apart. They aren't that good, anyway. Thanks for your honesty with the depression- sorry to tell you that I havent felt normal in years. I will get better, as soon as I get out of my house in September. Thanks again, Ill talk to you soon.

Your more than welcome to my support, you deserve it, your work is great. Seriously do keep posting, I'd love to see some more of your work as will others with a bit of time. I'll add you to my devwatch so people can link to your page through mine. I only get attention through posting as many comments on other peoples work. This does not always work. But sometimes, you'll get the odd nice person who's willing to give a little feedback. Theres only a select few on my devwatch list who regularly check out my work. Don't be too disheartened though. I look at some people's pages who have thousands of views and think "why"? Not because I'm jealous but because I know that theres people out there who's work is a hell of a lot better. Theres a lot of "false praise" on here. People lie and say they think writing/pictures are good, just to get people to comment back on their work. That gets you nowhere in my opinion. I'd far rather have people be honest, and have less page views than to have a million comments of fake praise.

And with regards to stories, I do write them, I just never ever seem to finish them! I've been writing a reallly long one for about 3 years and still havent got past the beginning (im only 30 pages in!) I love writing them, I just dont seem to have the time. What about you?

I won't even hint that I understand how you feel about your depression, because of course I don't have a clue. Just hope that you start to feel a little better soon

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"Running with scissors wasn't smart, I tripped and cut open you heart" ~Hot Hot Heat